Coming to the end of Q3 my business target still has a long way to go, i
know at some point it will be a huge boost in career like air being
compressed in the jet engine before ignition. yet i know my managers are
worry because they do not want me to leave.
more than business i have little concern yet i want to stay longer in this insurance business, it made me see a lot of things esp. from a human perspective.
We make deals for babes, parents, children, teenagers, adults, grandparents, good people, bad people at different life stages, we also deal with sickness, critical illness, happiness and sadness, depression or "hyper-active" person.
It really makes me think what are the best things a man can have in life.
1. the best day in my life would be a gathering with true friends, no need to deal with annoying parents until family time when annoying is acceptable and enjoyable. no need to worry about money, no need to have a lot, but enough not to worry about, having drinks and doing non-sense purely because we can spare enough time to do whatever we want.
2. seeing justice to be served, not justice according to small minority who use justice as an excuse to serve their will to power, but we know unjust in this world are like iceberg being hidden underwater, although looking at those above surface is already disturbing enough, some must be taken care of out on the public.
3. being alone as much as i can, with enough things to occupy, sleep as i want, no parents walking around for a long period of time wondering why you ain't in bed, why you ain't eat this or that. i ain't in bed because i am not tired, i ain't eating because i am not hungry.
4. having a career who can truly serve some purpose, could be a boss, my down line not necessary like me but the truth is they are working for me whether they like it or not, don't mind if they talk bad behind my back, just don't bring trouble to me, bring me solutions. you bring me solution, i bring this world more solutions, you bring me trouble? i will bring this world more troubles.
5. having a good relationship with God everyday, occasionally sin for fun (ok, repent later), having a good relationship might not be having no conflict, God is a pain in the ass because He is always right, and I am always wrong. I want to be wrong but hell He gave me a position with acceptance and boundary for errors as long as i do not abuse it.
6. buy my parents a house, because when they get old they need return, at least a house with lift instead of walking stair, and the selfish reason behind is then i can have my freedom by living on my own.
7. treat my parents well when i found out i am a jerk to my parents, i know i am a jerk but i don't feel like it, or maybe i enjoy being a jerk at this very moment but soon i will change when i understand the position and feeling being a parent, but so far parents are annoying creatures.
8. meet the right one and make love to her. and hope that she will never cheat on myself.
9. this world cannot be change, but i can influence it as much as i want as long as i live.
10. being saved by a random guy i can never return my favor.
11. save someone and never meet him/her again.
12. get some serious but not too painful sickness, having a taste of heavy suffering make people more humble, understanding and mature.
13. be a successful and popular governor of any sort, a country, an organization or even a facebook group at a period of time, getting the feeling of true power, and knowing i have the ability to abuse it or use it for good, or both, hahahaha. fear me!
14. always give rather than take, but reserve the ability to take.
15. good sleep, never have that for a long time.
16. see a good friend get out of trouble.
17. marry the love of my life.
18. have as much kids as God can give me.
19. become the ultimate annoying dad, annoy my children 10 times more than how much my dad has annoyed myself.
20. watch my parents go to heaven peacefully, i always expect my dad will leave us first due to unknown reason and left me take care of my mother, maybe look at the pictures over and over again when she is too weak to out of bed, she will love that.
21. fxxk around with people who hate me with no reason, play around with them and know they can never hurt me, lol.
22. get to know the anti-christ who will bring the world to doom in the bible, walk up to him and say: i am sorry no matter what you do you will end up in hell, if i weren't saved i would probably be the best anti-christ.
23. have the guts to speak freely through out life.
24. entertain my grandchildren. be the annoying grandpa.
25. have some sort of annual gathering with the people i know, and i expect the table no. will increase every year exponentially.
26. everyone i know in my life will end up seeing in heaven too.
27. have a chance to do everything i was not able to do in my childhood.
28. the people love me will love me back, the way i want them to love, not gay those sort of love.
29. see two hot lesbian kissing (or just two hot women)
30. be a hero for at least one day. definition of hero? it is defined by the public not myself.
31. do some brave in my eye but totally embarrassing in others eyes.
32. drive some super cars.
33. make a woman say you are the best i ever had in bed (and i know it is true, not fake)
34. solve some sort of big problem for this world, but refuse the man-made rewards because of that. simply thank you is good enough.
35. fight someone and win!
36. be no. 1 in a field, even 1 time only.
37. make space travel available to civilian.
38. bitch slap someone.
39. see the one i love most die in my arm
40. die in the arm of the one love me most.
more than business i have little concern yet i want to stay longer in this insurance business, it made me see a lot of things esp. from a human perspective.
We make deals for babes, parents, children, teenagers, adults, grandparents, good people, bad people at different life stages, we also deal with sickness, critical illness, happiness and sadness, depression or "hyper-active" person.
It really makes me think what are the best things a man can have in life.
1. the best day in my life would be a gathering with true friends, no need to deal with annoying parents until family time when annoying is acceptable and enjoyable. no need to worry about money, no need to have a lot, but enough not to worry about, having drinks and doing non-sense purely because we can spare enough time to do whatever we want.
2. seeing justice to be served, not justice according to small minority who use justice as an excuse to serve their will to power, but we know unjust in this world are like iceberg being hidden underwater, although looking at those above surface is already disturbing enough, some must be taken care of out on the public.
3. being alone as much as i can, with enough things to occupy, sleep as i want, no parents walking around for a long period of time wondering why you ain't in bed, why you ain't eat this or that. i ain't in bed because i am not tired, i ain't eating because i am not hungry.
4. having a career who can truly serve some purpose, could be a boss, my down line not necessary like me but the truth is they are working for me whether they like it or not, don't mind if they talk bad behind my back, just don't bring trouble to me, bring me solutions. you bring me solution, i bring this world more solutions, you bring me trouble? i will bring this world more troubles.
5. having a good relationship with God everyday, occasionally sin for fun (ok, repent later), having a good relationship might not be having no conflict, God is a pain in the ass because He is always right, and I am always wrong. I want to be wrong but hell He gave me a position with acceptance and boundary for errors as long as i do not abuse it.
6. buy my parents a house, because when they get old they need return, at least a house with lift instead of walking stair, and the selfish reason behind is then i can have my freedom by living on my own.
7. treat my parents well when i found out i am a jerk to my parents, i know i am a jerk but i don't feel like it, or maybe i enjoy being a jerk at this very moment but soon i will change when i understand the position and feeling being a parent, but so far parents are annoying creatures.
8. meet the right one and make love to her. and hope that she will never cheat on myself.
9. this world cannot be change, but i can influence it as much as i want as long as i live.
10. being saved by a random guy i can never return my favor.
11. save someone and never meet him/her again.
12. get some serious but not too painful sickness, having a taste of heavy suffering make people more humble, understanding and mature.
13. be a successful and popular governor of any sort, a country, an organization or even a facebook group at a period of time, getting the feeling of true power, and knowing i have the ability to abuse it or use it for good, or both, hahahaha. fear me!
14. always give rather than take, but reserve the ability to take.
15. good sleep, never have that for a long time.
16. see a good friend get out of trouble.
17. marry the love of my life.
18. have as much kids as God can give me.
19. become the ultimate annoying dad, annoy my children 10 times more than how much my dad has annoyed myself.
20. watch my parents go to heaven peacefully, i always expect my dad will leave us first due to unknown reason and left me take care of my mother, maybe look at the pictures over and over again when she is too weak to out of bed, she will love that.
21. fxxk around with people who hate me with no reason, play around with them and know they can never hurt me, lol.
22. get to know the anti-christ who will bring the world to doom in the bible, walk up to him and say: i am sorry no matter what you do you will end up in hell, if i weren't saved i would probably be the best anti-christ.
23. have the guts to speak freely through out life.
24. entertain my grandchildren. be the annoying grandpa.
25. have some sort of annual gathering with the people i know, and i expect the table no. will increase every year exponentially.
26. everyone i know in my life will end up seeing in heaven too.
27. have a chance to do everything i was not able to do in my childhood.
28. the people love me will love me back, the way i want them to love, not gay those sort of love.
29. see two hot lesbian kissing (or just two hot women)
30. be a hero for at least one day. definition of hero? it is defined by the public not myself.
31. do some brave in my eye but totally embarrassing in others eyes.
32. drive some super cars.
33. make a woman say you are the best i ever had in bed (and i know it is true, not fake)
34. solve some sort of big problem for this world, but refuse the man-made rewards because of that. simply thank you is good enough.
35. fight someone and win!
36. be no. 1 in a field, even 1 time only.
37. make space travel available to civilian.
38. bitch slap someone.
39. see the one i love most die in my arm
40. die in the arm of the one love me most.
