The night is darkest just before the dawn

Haven't written for awhile, mostly too tired and spend time mess around with GTA IV.

Hong Kong is an interesting place, working in the center of the heat you have people earning a million per year up in the office while some woman earning few thousand a month just right down the corner of the building, and a meal  just cost you from thirty bucks to few hundred, nowhere in this world can have this scenario around the world.

Now the problem is the financial crisis makes people worry, my company are tense, not that i usually do not affected by the atmosphere, still when sometimes i need some fresh air i just pop downstairs to a bookstore or a game station to relax for several minutes.

Maybe my sense doesn't do much of the work or I have not much money at the moment, I have spent a lot time to concentrate on the training since it is too quiet.

I do call up few friends no matter whether they take it as a wrong intention there are things need to prepare for the coming trouble.

What i see so much depression and fear, require to be understood, of course i can, no one gain as much understanding for someone who has passed the same problem and get over it already.

If you know how much my nature against this position, plus i hate the way people see me, the more i believe God put me in an unreasonable from human point of view for a reason, for consolation and  hope that might be important for those who has been chosen, seize the case between conflict, i wish i can get the job done as quick as possible and get the hell out of there.

The night is darkest just before the dawn. And I promise you, actually not me, the dawn is coming.